...Hey Lover: Yield Not To Temptation


Sometimes the experiences of others make you curious and you react on your emotions simply off curiosity. But I couldn’t bring myself to say it because I didn’t want to be judged. Have you ever wanted to know where a person and your attraction to them would lead you? If so, hopefully, it's further than the chemistry of sex to the chemistry of the minds. Sex with someone who doesn't stroke the neurons in the Hippocampus is a waste of your emotions. Connectivity is important.
You know how Pac’s says only god can judge you? But in the end, we know that s*** ain't true. We know that others watch how you move…. And I apologize for being unclear. Because as much as you want to yield not to temptation sometimes the only way to avoid it is to indulge. I know that may seem confusing….
Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful.- Oscar Wilde
Sometimes you choose the paths you want to take with people. I don’t have a real reason to why other than exploration. The smell of a person could do that to you…. The sound of a person could do that to you… The touch of a person could do that to you… The thoughts of THAT person could do that to you… Perhaps that’s why we allow ourselves to become blurred by our own temptations. This compacted with miscommunication and misunderstanding leads to a catastrophic world of awkwardness or silence that is. So let me just cut to the chase. My indifference to yielding to temptation should not be of your concern but the process in which we arrive to that point is of importance. Do we reach temptation because we want to genuinely be connected? Is it a matter of you gaining self satisfaction with no need for attraction? Do we play games because it's tempting to play dirty? In the end that's all it ever is and I expect everyone to fail me. Maybe you won't but that's the beauty of great expectations. Remember, we often chase after things we want and when we receive them the value of what they were once to us is never the same. Remember, that the way we behave is reflective of what we intend to gain. Remember, respect is a major KEY. And that my friend is a reason not to indulge because those moments of pleasure can become months of malicious thoughts. As fun as indulging may be, baby I'm not missing anything!